It's been long

Well its been awhile... I feel like its only the beginning of the month and when I realize its almost the end I have no idea where the month has gone... oh yeah I know spending my time in and out of the doctors office. I have been to the doctors atleast 6 times this month and 3 times within the past week.

My babies are always sick. Kloe has had an ear infection that after three rounds of antibiotics hasn't gone away which mean the today and for the next three days I have to take her into get shots. Its very very sad. She doesn't sleep and when she does it is only a short period of time. Oh and when she is sleeping it isn't in her crib... she sleeps in the swing because that where she sleeps and if she sleeps at this point she can sleep where ever she wants.

Caidan has had 6 ear infections with in 6 months.

So our next step the ENT.

I AM DESPERATE!!!

I don't know what to do anymore. Kloe has been sick for 4 weeks now (ear infections) she is now on her third medicine and she WON'T SLEEP! The only way she wants to sleep is attached to my boob. I am trying to get her back on a schedule but its a long process with her and I am exhausted and frustrated. She has been sleeping in her swing for 4 nights now and I am beginning to wonder if she will ever sleep in her crib again. I know it can't because her ears... because she has no problem sleeping on my bed. 

HELP any would be greatly appreciated! I am on the verge of tears every time its nap time or bed time okay maybe I do cry a lot of the time. 

I just want my daughter to SLEEP. When she is a wake she is so precious and great but getting her to sleep is just FRUSTRATING! 

You have no idea!

Seriously you have no idea how happy I am to post this...


BUT it will have to wait... I got to get my camera hooked up....

Stay TUNED!

A firemans wife

I heard a saying the other day...

A fireman's wife is a single life.

How I don't want to believe that I feel it I do. I don't for one second think that my husband doesn't work hard but when all you do is sleep with your husband it feels like I don't even have a husband. Chris has been working a lot of over time in the past month which has made me CRAZY! But I am thankful that this week is almost over.

Here is a poem I found.

Fireman's Wife

The table is set, the meal's prepared,
our guests will soon arrive.
My husband once more disappears
with a hope of keeping a child alive.
While waiting at home again alone,
our plans having gone awry.
My first impulse is merely to sit down and cry.
But soon again I realize the importance of my life
when I agreed to take on the duties of being a fireman's wife.
While there are many drawbacks,
I'll take them in my stride
The gusting winds and raging flames
may be his final fate,
But with God's help I can remain
my fireman's faithful mate.

Mmmm...

I think this is what my daughter thinks when she sees me. :)

We're all having a bad day... except the dogs

Here's my day...

Brother is crying because he:
a) wants something he can't
b) gives the dogs his food
c) wants out of his nap which he didn't take
d) his gums hurt

Sissy is crying because she:
a) needs to sleep
b) needs to eat (which she has done about every hour)
c) because she gets left alone because mommy has to deal with brother
d) because she is teething

mommy is crying because:
a) she has to deal with these two by herself
b) she wants daddy home more
c) she needs more sleep
d) she just cant handle the crying anymore

Oh and the dogs well they just SLEEP all day... how i wish I was a dog at the moment.